Kates' World!

hmm well at the moment there are certain people missing in my life, and well not only do i miss the fuck out of them but whats worse is that i cant get any of them back; one is gone forever in buttfucked egypt, the other,well the wound is just too deep to fix =\, hmm one thing i do wonder is if that person even feels the same way or hold some grudge against me like she does to almost everyone else that parts from her??? hmm i hope not. but either way theres nothing i cant do now. maybe this is better, sometime people need time apart from eachother wich shows how strong.. w.e i just hope time will, in a way, fix this. but i'll have to see. one thing i am going to say is that i love her with all my heart and always will.

in the other hand i have christopher, and things are going perfect with him, he's perfect and i really do love him. we have been throught things that have made our relationship stronger and i definetly see us going a long way from here. =)

♥chris
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hmm well its been a long while since school started and like i already got a scheduel change into psycology, wich im happy. im defenetly, this year, putting forth maximum effort so somehow atleast pass the year. lol im not stupid just lazy as fuck!!! lol

at the moment i am having some problems with a friend, and im not sure things are going to end up o.k, and its not that i dont want to its just that im tiered and i guess in a way need a break but w.e. im not ure if maybe in a way it is my fault, but how can it be my fault when all i did was... care. w.e its soo much easyer not to think about it =) wich is why im not going to. its easyer not to deal and better to just let it pass.

hmm well things with christopher are going great, we get along soo well, it feels right. uhmm its almost three months that we have been togerher but omg it feels like its been like.. longer lol. uhmm yeah this saturday we are planning to go to dolphin with annie, david, i think maybe william and anna but im not sure. going to dolphin with annie and david has in a way become like routinely as well as much more enjoyable than going to main street, too much drama and dull at the same time. im not sure if we are planning to watch a movie or go just to meet up and have david drive us somewhere, hmm not sure yet.

at home mom is getting worse (health wise) and well im still trying to cope with her and her annoyingness lol but hey what can i do she's my mom =).

its getting kindof late, sortof, o.k no not really but im going to go now.

♥chris
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i am already in my second week of school. and well it is petty much funn so far i just really wish christopher went to goleman, but he cant till seninor year, so im going to have to wait that long. lunch is always funn, i have leidy so i have already thrown her on the floor, ad butt fucked her doggy style and that has pretty much become routine. after school, just like last year, i walk to sozees house with her and stay there till like 5.

hmmm well this weekend that just passed, i went on friday to main and watched pulse with christopher and his friends. i was scared out of my mind, but christopher made me feel better.

then on saturday his father, invited us to go baot riding, it was very relaxing and funn, i always enjoy every minute i spend with christopher. =) i love him and he loves me, we are the happiest we can be.
-acey- sorry we didnt go to your party =\ but christopher and i still luv you =)

then sunday i couldnt go out and stayed home, it was good because i was exausted from saturday! =)

♥ chris
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hmm well today was the first day of school and well, it went o.k for me, i didnt get any classes with any of my friends, but im going to get a scheduel change, i hate the classes i have now. =\ but w.e.

it seems to me thay every year goleman keeps getting more and more packed, and omg the little freshmen, omg they are soooo funny how the are clueless, and like get lost haha, funny shit! hehe

uhmm im wondering how it went for christopher... hmmmm lol well im sure it went fine. =)

well im going to go get ready for my second day of school hehe

♥ chris
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yesterday was funn. i went to main street. i was with christopher and christophers bro -christian- and met up with leidy, alexx, kio, eli, trunks, slipo. acey wasnt there. =/

after a while of being threre, christopher, chistian, and i decided to watch a movie and went in to watch john tucker must die! i little before the movie started, soozanne called and wanted to spend the night so we snuck her in and watched the movie. after the movie ended we had a little problem there, settled. and soon enough it was time to go home. my mother showed up and christopher and his bro stayed waiting a little while for their ride.

i got home and leidy called me to play monopoly, that thing was being gay and didnt want to let me sign up, ugghh, so i wasnt able to play.

but uhmm all in all i had a really good time. =)

today im not sure what is planned, maybe go to christopjers house, or dolphin. idk and idc wichever is good =) lol.

oh btw i have a new myspace layout on my profile, go check it out and comment! if you want =) hehe

♥ chris
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hmm well lately my week has been really boring since soozee has been gone and leidy and i barely even talks anymore. i've been spending alot of time with christopher and i love every minute. but i wish i had my best friends to hang out with too. tomorrow -friday- i might go to main with eli and shit, im not sure what we would do but i hope it will be funn, but in the morning i am going to be going to be with annie. she want to dye her hair some color there and wants me to do it for her. christopher is going to orlando the whole weekend, and we can't see eachother before he leaves for reason there. so saturday annie invited me to go to dolphin with her and carlos and a bunch of carlos' friends. im actually excited to go because i havent gone out with friends for a while. and worse thing is that i really miss hanging out with soozee and leidy -not together- lol but yah oh well.

im happy with my wonderful boyfriend that i love with all my heart.

since im once again talking to annie we are starting to get close once again like in the old days. so im glad =).

well im tiered and im going to go.

♥ chris
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well i havent updated my journal in a while. two more weeks till school starts and as hard as it is to believe i cant wait. =\ lol well im really bored at the moment. and in a way i feel lonely -not emo- because soozee is at texas and wont come back for a while, leidy well i havent really talked to her in a while and i miss her, i was planning to see annie last weekend things came up and she couldnt go.

so last weekend that passed on friday i stayed home because i didnt have anything to do lol, then on saturday i went to dolphin with christopher and his cousin and his cousins' friends. even though christopher was crippled and with cruches the time we were there, it was still alot of funn. i always love spending time with chrsitopher. then on sunday i was helping my father put the wood on the hallway floor in our house, for some reason i love doing "manly" stuff with my father, correction, step-father.

well christopher is supposed to go to orlando but he is going to try not to go and crash at his cousins house lol. plus he has his leg fucked up, so like there is no point in going to orlando if you cant go to and atraction park, right? well yes so i've been wanting to go main for a while now, but like all of my friends im usually with have shit going on and things have been getting complicated. =\

well yes. i am very bored at the moment and i dont know what to do. lol i think im going to go now =).

♥ chris
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well hii.

i have nothing else to say.

♥ chris
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well today was like... woaw lol cuz i was hanging out with soozee and leidy to day and all i have to say is woaw! lmao.

yah well yesterday was a success except for the fact that acey and slipo didnt show up but we all still had a lot of funn. =) hopefully we can do it again soon. and when we do i cant wait! hehe well damn can you tell im am really hyper haha. uugghgghghghh i dont want to go to sleep but as sad as it is i have a bed time lmao.

well uhhmm this week i really hope to see annie somehow because as much as people hate her, she is my bestfriend and i love her with all my heart.

well anyway i finally got my aim working. lol yeah it took for ever but i did it! hehe

well i love christopher with all my heart and i cant wait to see him!

♥ chris
later,

hehe well i just came back from leeping over soozees house after talking to leidy like all night lmao. well today i am going to have so many people over that its crazy, but christopher is comeing too and i cant wait. well thats pretty must all im going to do, and if you want to join the funn and if you have my number call.

♥ chris
later.

o.k well today was another day i got in a fight with my mother. uhhggg. w.e not important!

lol so today i am going to mainstreet and yay! i get to see christopher! even though he might get in trouble with his parents, he is an idiot that is crazy to see me. lol

im also going with soozee and will probably be with leidy and all that crew, funn. well if you need anything and you are important, you have my number and just call. =)

♥ chris
later.

okie dokie, well it is late as fuhh! im not even supposed to ba awake at this time but im too busy talking to christopher. hehe =)

well uhhmm yeah.

♥ chris
peace out!

lol o.k well this is my first entry and i think i have no friends lol i dont even know how to work this shit lmao. k well today i had fuun with leidy and kio. and i missed christopher alot but i get to see him tomorrow

♥ chris
k well later.